Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to

I promised I'd look after myself
and I am

Just let me do what I'm doing
I've got it under control
Stop worrying about me
I'll be fine

you think you're sooo funny
taunting people with your insults, disguised as jokes
what you don't realise is you hurt people
you hurt me
I hurt myself because you hurt me
I'm sick of your attitude
Just fuck off

You want us to be a family
But to be honest
I don't know you
You're a stranger to me
and I know just around the corner
You're leaving again

So why does it hurt
when I don't even know you
Why does it burn
when you don't even know me

you're not her

My whole life I was used
I was treated like a doormat
People would just walk all over me
Eventually I got sick and tiredof being fucked over
I decided that from that moment forth
That I wouldn't let anyonetake advatage of me again
or take me for granted
There is only one person who I would still allow to,
But you're not her.

Would you ever consider sleeping with a girl?

Would you ever consider sleeping with a girl?

Answer here

I'm naked

I'm numb

I'm stupid

I'm staying

And if Cupid's got a gun,

then he's shootin'

Lights black;

heads bang

You're my drug

We live it

You're drunk,

you need it

Real love,

I'll give it

So we're bound to linger on

We drink the fatal drop

Then love until we bleed

Then fall apart in parts

You're a non-exsistent factor of my everyday life,
But an ever-exisistent factor of my thoughts
My mind plays you on repeat
It slowplays on your smile,
the way your eyes light up when you laugh
The way you scrunch your nose when something's bugging you
How you always have to do something with your hands
Truth is,
I wish I never deleted you from my life
Because I miss you

sick of it.

So how is it my fault that you abandoned me?
You're making up excuses
Blaming others
It's time to accept responsibility for your own actions
I have a life of my own
After a while,
I stopped waiting for you to grow up
I have my own life now
It's up to you to make the effort not me
Since when were you MY responsibility

The roles were reversed but I'm not letting that happen anymore

Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance to

Not many people deserve second chances, but they get them anyway.
I want to give you a second chance to redeem yourself.
You treated me like crap,
you didn't trust me when you should of,
you believed the lies.
I wanna give you a chance to change all that.
But I don't know if you deserve it.

Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression

I thought you were cute.

How wrong I was.

You're freaking adorable

Was it you this whole time?
Is it you that's taking my breath away,
that's making my heart swell
on the brink of expolsion
She made my heart beat hard and fast
But you;
You make it burst
It's like my eyes have been blown wide open
Suddenly,
Your hair's more lucious,
Your body's fitter
Your smile's cuter
I'm scared to hug you
Incase my heart gives me away
I'm scared to hold your hand
Like I usually do
Because I might not be able to let go

Day 20 -The one that broke your heart the hardest

It wasn't your fault that you made me feel something new
It wasn't your fault that I fell for you
It wasn't your fault you couldn't feel the same way
It wasn't your fault I hardened like something made of clay
It's wasn't your fault that my heart snapped in two
It wasn't your fault that it took me so long to get over you





this is such a shit poem

Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind, good or bad

You're always on my mind
You're addictive like caffeine
sweet like sugar
You're infused in my brain
I can't get enough
You're my drug

Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be

I wish I was older
I wish I had money
I wish I was taller
I wish I had style
I wish I was hotter
I wish I had my own place
I wish everybody loved me

Day 17 - Someone from your childhood

I don't even remember your name
But we had fun back when we were four
I hope wherever you are
You're doing just fine

Day 16 - Someone that's not in your state/country

Come home soon :)

Day 15 - The person you miss the most

Day 14 - Someone you've drifted away from

Baby it's fact
That we've both changed
and we've grown apart
It's sad
But it's life

Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you

I'm not making excuses
But you have to know
He lied to you
And I'm sorry for what happened

Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

You lead me on
I was just there to boost your flailing ego
You put me in the crossfire of a feud
you were having with my best mate
and that wasn't fair
Not fair at all
Do you even care about me
or am I just a convenience?

Day 11 - A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Why'd you do it?
Why did you leave us?
What were you feeling?
Why?
We miss you

Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

I'm sorry
I should see you more often
We're just in different worlds now
I'm out in the big wide world
but you're still surrounded by drama queens
Not your fault

Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet

Kathryn Prescott <3

You're an amazing actress

You're so friggin' beautiful

You're effin' cool

Day 7 -Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

I suppose a part of me will always care for you,
but that's not necessarily a bad thing.
If I saw you today,
I don't think my heart would skip a beat.
But maybe I'd stop and say hi.
Maybe you'll say you've missed me
and maybe you'll hug me.

And then again maybe you wont.

Day 6 - A stranger

I like the way your beanie kinda sticks up a little
and the way your eyes twinkle mischeavously when you're thinking
I like the fact you don't need to talk all the time like the rest of them
I like the way your hips sway when you walk
and the way your jeans or tights cling to your perfect legs
I don't even know your name, but I find you completly adorable,
and a tiny bit scary

Day 5 -Your dreams

You always pop out of nowhere and into my dreams
It's a common occurance.
It's not like dirty,
not even romantic,
But you're there
maybe I do miss you after all

Day 4 - Your sibling (or closest relative)

I love you
But sometimes I don't
I admire you
Yet I despise you
We're similar
and we're not at all

Day 3 - Your parents

You forget about me You're too busy focusing on the Golden Child and her beautiful boyfriend. Occasionally you'll chuck money my way to get me out of your hair If only you knew what I spend it on If only you knew what i get up too But you're too distacted by her straight A's, success, social butterflyness That you fail to notice me

Day 2 -Your Crush

Sorry not sure what I'm feeling right now.
Don't know who I like and what not.
So this post was completely pointless.

Day 1 - Your Best Friend

My best friend comes in many shapes and forms.
It is handsome, cuddly, tall and teasing.
Cool, humorous and understanding.
Spontaneous, confident and loud.
Far far away but close to my heart
or not far at all but closer than ever. :)

30 Day writing challange!
Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Day 2 -Your Crush
Day 3 - Your parents
Day 4 - Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 -Your dreams
Day 6 - A stranger
Day 7 -Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to
Day 11 - A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 - Someone you've drifted away from
Day 15 - The person you miss the most
Day 16 - Someone that's not in your state/country
Day 17 - Someone from your childhood
Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind, good or bad
Day 20 -The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 - The last person you kissed
Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 -Someone that changed your life
Day 29 - The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 - Your reflection in the mirror

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Can't stand it

You still haunt me in my dreams,

but I have to resist.
I'm over you,
But I can't forget you,

it's ripping me apart...















...and I cant stand it

FIVE THINGS

Five things!
Five things you will find if you open my bag:
1. Wallet
2. iPod
3. Cellphone
4. Gum
5. Hoody
Five things in my bedroom:
1. Beanbag
2. Floordrobe
3. Bed
4. Books
5. Posters
Five things I’ve always wanted to do in my life:
1. Go to London
2. Become a Graphic Designer
3. Get a poem published
4. Own my house
5. Have a Husky
Five things that make me very happy:
1. Music
2. Natcoll
3. My bestfriend
4. New t-shirts
5. the cold
Five things I’m currently into:
1. Death Note
2. My scarf
3. T-shirts
4. Apples
5. Doctor Who
Five things on my to-do list:
1. Finish my brochure
2. Finish Death Note
3. Get some sleep
4. Get drunk...soon!
5. Do some more drawings
MORE
Five things some people may or may not know about me:
1. I hate my eys 'cause they're the same as my fathers
2. I have good instincts
3. I hate it when people try to give me advice when I don't need it
4. I'm not as innocent as I seem
5. I'm good at hiding my emotions

Is it wrong to miss you?
I know I shouldn't,
But I just can't help myself

Learning

Life is all about learning Like for instance I learnt how to bounce back fast I also learnt that you really don't know when to keep your mouth shut and babe, It makes you look trashy as fuck

Fuck it.

You're my sugar rush

and I don't mean the lollipops, I mean YOU

You look down

I hate to see you with a frown

So let me see that smile girl

Even just for a while girl

'Cause I miss it

I care about you

I honestly do

Let me hold you girl

Let me tell you it's alright girl

'Cause I miss you an awful lot, babes

Ever been so ridiculously happy you just wanna shout it from the rooftops?

And you feel like you're flying

and everything is like a beautiful sunset

and you cant quit smiling

and you want to hug a stranger

nothing, I mean NOTHING can effect how happy you are

....

....

I feel that when I'm around you

needed to vent

Why am I always the silver medal.

Don't I matter?

Why can't I be gold?

Why not fucking GOLD?

Do I not deserve to be happy?

You broke me in two

and you never took responsibility for that.

You never apologised for breaking me.

Not once.

Monsters

I always managed to fight my monsters on my own.

I'd never share them.

And then you unlocked my walls.

I shared them with you.

You helped me fight them for a while,

then you gave up.

You took my sword and my armour with you

leaving me weak and defenseless.

Now my monsters are stronger than ever.

And I can't fight them anymore.