I'm naked

I'm numb

I'm stupid

I'm staying

And if Cupid's got a gun,

then he's shootin'

Lights black;

heads bang

You're my drug

We live it

You're drunk,

you need it

Real love,

I'll give it

So we're bound to linger on

We drink the fatal drop

Then love until we bleed

Then fall apart in parts

You're a non-exsistent factor of my everyday life,
But an ever-exisistent factor of my thoughts
My mind plays you on repeat
It slowplays on your smile,
the way your eyes light up when you laugh
The way you scrunch your nose when something's bugging you
How you always have to do something with your hands
Truth is,
I wish I never deleted you from my life
Because I miss you

sick of it.

So how is it my fault that you abandoned me?
You're making up excuses
Blaming others
It's time to accept responsibility for your own actions
I have a life of my own
After a while,
I stopped waiting for you to grow up
I have my own life now
It's up to you to make the effort not me
Since when were you MY responsibility

The roles were reversed but I'm not letting that happen anymore