Is it wrong to miss you?
I know I shouldn't,
But I just can't help myself

Learning

Life is all about learning Like for instance I learnt how to bounce back fast I also learnt that you really don't know when to keep your mouth shut and babe, It makes you look trashy as fuck

Fuck it.

You're my sugar rush

and I don't mean the lollipops, I mean YOU

You look down

I hate to see you with a frown

So let me see that smile girl

Even just for a while girl

'Cause I miss it

I care about you

I honestly do

Let me hold you girl

Let me tell you it's alright girl

'Cause I miss you an awful lot, babes

Ever been so ridiculously happy you just wanna shout it from the rooftops?

And you feel like you're flying

and everything is like a beautiful sunset

and you cant quit smiling

and you want to hug a stranger

nothing, I mean NOTHING can effect how happy you are

....

....

I feel that when I'm around you

needed to vent

Why am I always the silver medal.

Don't I matter?

Why can't I be gold?

Why not fucking GOLD?

Do I not deserve to be happy?

You broke me in two

and you never took responsibility for that.

You never apologised for breaking me.

Not once.

Monsters

I always managed to fight my monsters on my own.

I'd never share them.

And then you unlocked my walls.

I shared them with you.

You helped me fight them for a while,

then you gave up.

You took my sword and my armour with you

leaving me weak and defenseless.

Now my monsters are stronger than ever.

And I can't fight them anymore.