It DOES Gets Better

Just wanted to share something that happened yesterday. Me and my flat mates were discussing how homophobic society is (me being a lesbian) towards the LGBT community, and one of my flat mates shared something that made me feel so honoured to know her. She works at a movie theater, and she overheard these boys in line using homophobic slurs including f****t, so when they got to the front of the line she refused to serve them. This is the biggest stand against homophobia anyone of my friends have ever taken and it made me feel so much better just knowing that there are people who stand up for our rights as human beings. It made me see her in a new light and gave me so much respect for her. SO to all the people fighting for us, thank you, and to all the LGBT reading this and strggling or just wanting something to uplift them, It DOES Get Better.

Love to you all,
and to my amazing flat mate

Tash

Day 29 - The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

note: i know I've been skipping days and gone for months without posting but no-one reads this anyways it's just theraputic for me :)

You scare me,
actually you terrify me
I know what's happening
I've been there before
and I don't wish to return
I can't even say it in written word
It's too much,
too soon

Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to

I promised I'd look after myself
and I am

Just let me do what I'm doing
I've got it under control
Stop worrying about me
I'll be fine

you think you're sooo funny
taunting people with your insults, disguised as jokes
what you don't realise is you hurt people
you hurt me
I hurt myself because you hurt me
I'm sick of your attitude
Just fuck off

You want us to be a family
But to be honest
I don't know you
You're a stranger to me
and I know just around the corner
You're leaving again

So why does it hurt
when I don't even know you
Why does it burn
when you don't even know me

you're not her

My whole life I was used
I was treated like a doormat
People would just walk all over me
Eventually I got sick and tiredof being fucked over
I decided that from that moment forth
That I wouldn't let anyonetake advatage of me again
or take me for granted
There is only one person who I would still allow to,
But you're not her.

Would you ever consider sleeping with a girl?

Would you ever consider sleeping with a girl?

Answer here

I'm naked

I'm numb

I'm stupid

I'm staying

And if Cupid's got a gun,

then he's shootin'

Lights black;

heads bang

You're my drug

We live it

You're drunk,

you need it

Real love,

I'll give it

So we're bound to linger on

We drink the fatal drop

Then love until we bleed

Then fall apart in parts

You're a non-exsistent factor of my everyday life,
But an ever-exisistent factor of my thoughts
My mind plays you on repeat
It slowplays on your smile,
the way your eyes light up when you laugh
The way you scrunch your nose when something's bugging you
How you always have to do something with your hands
Truth is,
I wish I never deleted you from my life
Because I miss you

sick of it.

So how is it my fault that you abandoned me?
You're making up excuses
Blaming others
It's time to accept responsibility for your own actions
I have a life of my own
After a while,
I stopped waiting for you to grow up
I have my own life now
It's up to you to make the effort not me
Since when were you MY responsibility

The roles were reversed but I'm not letting that happen anymore