Sorry

So clearly 30 day challenge failed epically. I think I'm gonna stop using blogger. No-one reads mine anyway. I'll just use tumblr now.

Day 1

Day 1-A photo of yourself and a description of how your day went

Pretty average, kinda phased out in class didn’t get much done. Found a shirt I really wanted but didn’t have my size so I will have to look again tomorrow. But then came home to glee, and soon I’m gonna clean the lounge with my flatemate so we can build a sheet fort :P YAAAAY


Doing a 30 day posting challenge. let’s see if I can make it ;)

30 Day Challenge

Hopefully I will do this every day this time :)

Day 1 - A photo of yourself and a description of how your day was
Day 2 - A photo of something you ate today
Day 3 - Your idea of the perfect first date
Day 4 - Your favourite photograph of your best friend
Day 5 - A photo of yourself two years ago
Day 6 - A photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet
Day 7 - Your dream wedding
Day 8 - A song to match your mood
Day 9 - A photo of the last item you purchased
Day 10 - A photo of your favourite place to eat
Day 11 - What's in your make up bag?
Day 12 - 15 random facts about you
Day 13 - Your favourite musician and why?
Day 14 - A TV show you're currently addicted to
Day 15 - Something you don't leave the house without
Day 16 - Your celebrity crush
Day 17 - 10 things you want to do before you die
Day 18 - A photo of yourself and your family
Day 19 - Another picture of yourself
Day 20 - The meaning behind your blog name
Day 21 - A photo of something that makes you happy
Day 22 - Something you crave a lot
Day 23 - A photo of you as a child
Day 24 - What's in your bag?
Day 25 - A photo of somewhere you've been to
Day 26 - Your favourite colour
Day 27 - A picture of you last year and now. How have you changed since then?
Day 28 - Your favourite movie
Day 29 - Something you could never get tired of doing
Day 30 - A photo of yourself today & three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

back.

god, I missed this.
The burn,
the sting,
I gave you up, but now you're back
so why leave when you feel this DAMN good!
The slice,
the success,
the scars,
they're all back
and I'm laughing
cause it feels
soooo goooood.

I think I'm emotionally attracted to you.

I seem to suffer from 'White Knight Syndrome'
Always have to save people,
and I feel protective of you
I want to keep you safe
For not only you're safety,
but my own needs.
You make me feel safe,
and I need that stability in my life.

pondering

do you ever get that feeling of contentment,
to just lie there cause you feel safe and comfortable?
just breathing with someone
just being in the same vicinity with them?

I feel that with you

I feel like I don't need to fill silence with chatter
because I feel happy and warm just breathing with you
I don't even have to have physical contact with you
just breathing with you
is enough

get the girl

So about a month ago, I got my cards read by this dude on Cuba St, and what it basically got down to was that I had to choose what I wanted in life. He also said there was a gorgeous woman in my life and if I wanted her I could get her. And then up came the conflict card and he told me I had to fight for her and it will be an uphill battle. Then the other day I was messaging her on Facebook, and she told me the guy she's been seeing just moved to Canada and all I could think was 'It's my turn now' time to be charming, time to fight, time for once in my life to GET THE GIRL.

It DOES Gets Better

Just wanted to share something that happened yesterday. Me and my flat mates were discussing how homophobic society is (me being a lesbian) towards the LGBT community, and one of my flat mates shared something that made me feel so honoured to know her. She works at a movie theater, and she overheard these boys in line using homophobic slurs including f****t, so when they got to the front of the line she refused to serve them. This is the biggest stand against homophobia anyone of my friends have ever taken and it made me feel so much better just knowing that there are people who stand up for our rights as human beings. It made me see her in a new light and gave me so much respect for her. SO to all the people fighting for us, thank you, and to all the LGBT reading this and strggling or just wanting something to uplift them, It DOES Get Better.

Love to you all,
and to my amazing flat mate

Tash

Day 29 - The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

note: i know I've been skipping days and gone for months without posting but no-one reads this anyways it's just theraputic for me :)

You scare me,
actually you terrify me
I know what's happening
I've been there before
and I don't wish to return
I can't even say it in written word
It's too much,
too soon